New Blog... Old Bullshit

Needless to say it's the same old shit... J & B leave early this afternoon to go over to BS's house and they've been over there ever since. AF started today so I asked J to get me some more P's & T's as I ran out last month... he tells me that I can get them myself and laughs. Okay, he should know after being with me for 5 years that joking w/ me when I've got major PMS and back pain is a MAJOR no-no. So I told B about it and almost start crying... he tells me to calm down and that he'll talk to J about it.

*deep breath*

And not to mention I am out of ciggies too... I'm so ready to scream and/or cry, but K is on the couch (poor lil thing passed out in the middle of watching a movie earlier and I don't have the heart to move her - she looks so peaceful) and N is already in bed.

I wish I could find someone who would whisk me off my feet & love me and my babies & treat us the way we deserve to be treated... bleh.